One of my favorite moments from a fun-filled weekend. I think he’s breathtaking. Like R, E has begun receiving compliments on his long lashes.
sad to say ryan had never had a doughnut, so we had friends over and made some this morning. happy sunday!
he’s also loving his asian turkey burger with peanut slaw and ponzu zuke (wine is mine, though i did let him smell it)
inside dinner picnic and a movie, ryan is loving toy story
After Evan arrived, the most common question we got was what Ryan thought of the new baby. Truth is he was pretty indifferent, which I was fine with - better than the worst I feared. I didn’t expect them to have an instant bond. Ryan offered hugs and kisses here and there, but mainly I think because he knew we liked it.
Three months in and Ryan has become a loving brother. He translates Evan’s coos for us. At first I thought he was joking, but he truly believes Evan says Ryan’s name, his own name, ok, no, and little words like that in response to us. He gives him pats and hugs and kisses. It’s so much fun to see their relationship develop, and I’m excited to see it grow as they get to know each other even better. I tell them both how lucky they are to have each other, that they need to take care of each other forever. So far I think Ryan’s been listening.
A few updates from me…
- Let’s start with food. The Absurdly Addictive Asparagus from Food 52 is aptly named. Pancetta, leeks, citrus zest, pine nuts - amaze. The Pioneer Woman’s sour cream pancakes will change the way you see pancakes. As in you’ll want to eat them every day. Finally, obsessed with the mini almond biscotti from Trader Joe’s.
- Mother’s Day came and went and was kind of strange. Steve and I ended up arguing (during Ryan’s nap - parenthood!). Stupid holidays and expectations and whatnot. We salvaged the day and had a nice evening. The peonies from Steve, in bloom on the dining table, are so gorgeous and I’m very grateful to be a momx2. And on top of that, very grateful for my amazing mom.
- Last night Ryan woke up at 4am, scrying (cry+scream). He told me he was scared - the first time that’s ever happened. His first nightmare perhaps? He didn’t want to elaborate and went back to sleep after a hug, but poor guy!
- 3 months old! What??? How??? When??? While I obvs loved the newborn snuggles, this is when it gets really good. The worst of sleep deprivation is behind, Evan seems less breakable, our day isn’t consumed with feedings.
- Speaking of sleep, Evan has pushed his bedtime earlier which is good and healthy and I knew it was coming. But now he wakes up at 6:45-7 everyday. I expect it to get even earlier before it gets better one day. Silver lining is I get time with Evan while Ryan is sleeping (usually), but have I mentioned how much I love sleep?
breakfast with a boy
PSA for nursing mamas - I present to you my summer uniform.
Both from Old Navy. I’m trying not to spend much money on clothes that fit me now, especially with a maternity leave budget. But I’m the kind of girl who lives in dresses during the sunny months, and needed some that are compatible with nursing. Affordable, cute and easy access.
it’s chilly today and I’m sleepy and Ev and I have spent lots of time snuggling while waiting for big brother to wake up
Today Evan learned to play. Other than walking and talking, I can’t think of a bigger milestone. It’s what childhood is all about. He bats at his toys hanging from his playmat and smiles with contentment as he watches them sway and jingle by his command. Just a few days ago I’d noticed that he was no longer just returning smiles, but also smiling at things that made him happy.
I forgot how rewarding it is to watch my little baby grow into a real, live person. I love this baby so, so much. I know everyone says it, but I really can’t remember what it was like not to know him and love him.
